our lovestory

2010-04-04T09:53:00.001+08:00

leaving my blog dead for awhile. back to tumblr-ing. (:

ohkay cinta, bye.

2010-04-03T12:04:00.000+08:00

Happy 2Monthsary Baby!

I dun wanna lose you again S. I know we can last longer kaaan b? (: LOVE YOU B<3

People, i leaving my blogger ded for a while. I'm back to tumblr-ing. (:

2010-04-02T18:58:00.000+08:00

MuhammadAs-SyayutiBinSelamat.
my cute, ass, funny, joker, irritating, lovely, handsome, caring, wonderful, cheebye, loving, sayang, happy boyf.
b, theres only how many hours to our 2nd Monthsary. (: I'm waiting b. Go on. Iloveyou till eternity. (:

2010-04-02T12:08:00.000+08:00

" It's easy to convince yrself that you aren't in love with someone, untill you see them or smell someone wearing their colonge, and then you're like, 'here we go again'. So my conclusion is: you don't ever stop loving someone. It's more a matter of learning to deal with the pain of not having them anymore "

I miss school. I really fucking want to go to school. I miss brothers & sisters. I miss Jerren. I miss gossiping about Hakim with Syukry. I miss Cikgu Diyana, believe it or not. :( I miss her prasing me till I'm off to kembangan station. I miss sharing lame jokes with Dodi. I miss lmao with Fee. I miss skipping lessons with lessons with Lily & Jerren. I miss twinny. I miss everything sia. (: Wee~ I can't wait for Monday. 3 days, gonna be the worst for me. No going out, so will be rotting at home till Monday. arrgh. I seriously hate Fee & boify for not letting me punch that bitch face. HOTHOTHOT sia me. Asl laaa krng tarik aku ketepi? Ish, geram taw aku. Die pikir aku diam-diam-diam die bleyh naek pijak kepale aku? Eh ghurl, kirim salam suarh. Kaw tc muke kaw je on Monday. Aku tawu laaa nk buwat ape eh. Serioulsy, yr bitchy attitude tk perlu. -.- asshole. Kay, bye. eeeeeeeesh, geram.

2010-04-02T11:46:00.001+08:00

Hello Bitches & Bastards. Currently chatting with YhourLadyKe'ai<3, Dodi<3<3<3. Bored to the max. Beg mum to buy me HAPPY 128 Prepaid Card, but no use lor. She didn't buy. Ass. Ohkay, woke up arnd 10plus and received four messages. Ein`TTM msg, happy gtuu lor. He texted, "morning b." Too bad I can't reply. Prepaid sudaaaa maty. Keycoh sia Nazz ngn Wan. Nk settle, Monday la sial. Niey pat MSN, manerh swee! Ish, geram dgn both of them. Org srh bbl secare rilek, niey fanatic nk mampose. Geram yknow. Yg Nazz plak, terbabitkan abg die. YA ALLAH. -.- Hais`. Korang2, ape mau jady? Kay, diam. What to update eh? I'm missing hubby badly now. He can't msg me, and I can't msg hym. Due2 prepaid dead. Awww, MONDAY. PLS COME SOON, :( Be bck for another post. Bye.

I love MuhammadRozaidiBinHamedi.<3

2010-04-01T19:18:00.001+08:00

I'M FRIGGIN' HATE LIARS!

You lied to me fucker. I'm fucking dissapointed in you today. I fucking trust you and you are doing things in my back secrectly? Wheres yr fucking promise? YOU DAMN FUCKER, LIAR. Seriously, I'm fucking feel like killing you now. FUCKING DISSAPOINTED. A gd friend can betray you too eh? :'( I dunno why my tears are flowing again for you LIAR. Lied to me again luh eh. I'm tired of yr drama. Hate it, but I'm forced to gve you another chance. I dun want us to FUCKING DRIFT APART AGAIN. :( One more chace bestfriend, its you rchoice to treasure it or not. I'm not hesitate to break this f/s of us if you do it again, LIAR.

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LIAR.LIAR.LIAR.LIAR.LIAR.LIAR.LIAR.LIAR.LIAR.LIAR.LIAR.LIAR.LIAR.LIAR.LIAR.LIAR.

BIG FAT LIAR !

fool.

2010-04-01T18:23:00.003+08:00

OMG. April fool! (: I know its lame. -.-

Kay, today started out well. Dtng jurh daa kene prank. And I was the only person to fall for that trick. Stupid nia. First two periods were Maths and so on. I swear I love MT today! (: Cikgu Diyana praise me alot! Woohoooo. Kembang yknow. I seriously like CikguDiyana alot. (: She's kinda fun siul. She can tolerate my attitude padahl cm cheebye. haha. Gerek uhr today's MT lesson. Dhen after MT was Geo. SUCKS ALOT. I wanna skipped but Jerren won't lemme. and, blablabla. At 1.50pm, ended my day in school. Suppose to go for Science Qam but skipped. That fucking tcher go call my parents. FUCK. Kena lecture lor. Dhen slacked awhile. I repeat AWHILE only eh. (: Arnd 3+, went home. Good girl laaa kan? I quit smoking, for my own sake. I promise to mum liao. NO MORE SMOKING FOR ME LE. Tcher already gimme warning eh. Tady pat skewl, seriously heboh. Got one fucking bitch, spoilt my whole day man. After recess, gtg to DM room for some purposes. Don't wish to elaborate here. Whoever yg daa tawu, diam-diam. Tmrrw no schl. NO YAY for me. Can't go out. Will be rotting at home again. :( Fuck. Kay, bye.

I'M GONNA MISS HUBBY ALOTALOT. :(

ingat eh joy, aderh lorry, aderh bus, aderh hari aku balas!

2010-03-31T18:51:00.000+08:00

FatynFarhanaBteLai.

Its only been 3 monthplus, and here I am smoking, skipping lessons, toning, fucking showing attitude and DM cases. Its only been 3month in Dunearn, God only knows how many DM cases I have. Yellow forms and stuffs. I swear to myself to be a better person in future. But friggin' please cher', I don't want counselling. I want to study for my MYE cos if I fail even one of my subjects, no JUNE HOLIDAY for me. Awwww, disasters. But, no use crying over spilt milk.

NO MORE SMOKING.
NO MORE SKIPPING LESSONS.
NO MORE SHOWING ATTITUDE TO TCHER.
NO MORE COUNSELLING.
NO MORE SLACKING.
NO MORE COMPUTER FRM NOW ON.

Will be away for a veryvery long time I guess? Atleast for a week yeah? I wanna study. Cos' I dun wan kena tagging:( . FUCKYOU. And I don't want to be sent to girls home again. FUCK. Kay, gotta study. BYE FUCKERS.

world.

2010-03-31T17:56:00.003+08:00

" One of the hardest thing in life is having words in your heart that you can't utter. "

PROMISE.

You promise me boy. How caaaan you do it again behind my back? How can you repeat yr mistakes again and again? And now, you expect me to believe you again?! After I lose my trust in you, you expect me to believe and trust you again? I'm starting to regret getting back with you again. Cause' you did the same mistakes again and again. Not once, not twice. EVERYTIME. You seriously lose my trust in you. You've changed, really. Wheres the old boyfriend of mine that use to love and care bout me? I don't feel yr love anymore. You don't seem to care bout me. You hurt me, not again. :'( And now, I'm suffering again. You ended everything with a 'sorry' and expect me to forgive you? Not easily. I'm confused. I don't know the hell is wrong with you. I just hate myself for loving you fucking much. Stop hurting me will you? I already have enough burdens and now, you want to add it somemore? Stop breaking my heart anymore. I can't take it anymore. I've got no one to turn to. NO ONE. I just need some time alone. I just need space in my life. Will you stop bothering my life for the meantime? I'm sure I will come back and explain things to you when I have cool down. I got too many problems to handle now. TOO MANY. I've got too many things on my mind. I can't even sleep or eat well. I need someone to talk to now. Someone who can lend me his shoulder so I can lean on. Someone who will wipe away my tears when I cry. Someone who will be my listening ear for now. I really need someone badly to take to. :'( I just can't talk it anymore. I've got tooo many problems. I feel like quiting sch. I feel like running away from home. I feel like killing myself. I feel like committing suicide. But, whats the use of running away from problems? It can't solve a problem right? I'm freaking tired of this. I NEED SPACE IN MY LIFE. Stop bothering me much. I can't take it anymore. FUCK THIS.

2010-03-31T17:47:00.000+08:00

I wish I could rewind the past. I wish I could turn back time. I wish I could press 'backspace' button in life.

Hi Cinta. School's fyne today. Had MT for the first two periods. The new teacher, seriously like tooooot. You get what I mean huh? Bikin kecoh. Rejab kasi ituu CikguDiyana baek punyaaa. Haha. Walk about. Scream and shout like hell. Haha, and now. my sore throat becoming worse. Aww. Maki cikgu and stuffs. At the end of the lesson, kene lecture lor. I seriously fucking want Cikgu Rose to come back & teach us again. Hate the new tcher. Step fierce, tk menjadi. Haha. Bet with Rejab, just gimme three months. And I bet she will leave after that. (: Dhen, it was Science. And, Recess. Literature, skipped with Lily and enjoyed at 1diamond class. CME, got skit. haha, sumpah kekek. It was History dhen, okay lar. Not so bored cos' I get to sit with Lily. (: Weeeee~ okay, bye love.

fuckyou.

2010-03-31T17:16:00.002+08:00

First of all, you've no right to view my blog. I know its public but so? I'm a human. I have my rights too. I have feelings. Do you know by doing all these, you're effecting my self-esteem? Who the hell do you think you are! You neglected my feelings. I'm 13 for goodness sake. Till when I've to suffer all this? Till when? Till I'm legal? Till I'm 18? I guess you're also a teenager once right, do understand my feeling alright! Don't think of yourself only. I've got no one to turn to. I don't trust you guys anymore. I don't get the love & care that I want from Mum & Dad. Everyday was like, lectures & lectures. I'm jealous, seeing other family's happy. Can I get the love and care frm Mum & Dad one day? Since small, you don't shower me with love. I don't always get what I wanted. I know I've become rebellious. I know I've become more attitude. But please. I need space in my life. I have the rights to colour my own life. I just need time, on my own. :(

I HATE YOU GUYS!

fat ass .

2010-03-30T22:16:00.000+08:00

I wish I can eat & eat & eat & eat forever but never get fat!

I think I can gain atleast 3kg for these two days. Have been eating alot, aku makin gemok. :/ Grrrgh. Nie conferm have to go for a diet again. Blame it for the two days MC. Kalaw tk, aku tk jady cam babi pat rmh. MAKAN, TYDO, MAKAN, TYDO. Ass. I'm becoming fatter.

2010-03-30T22:08:00.000+08:00

Hi Bitches & Bastards. Back for a another post. I'm bored to death. Chatted with ApitKechyk just now. Miss hym & gang alot sia. Aku bru perasan, aku daa tk trun pending for a long long long long long time. Started to miss them pulak eh eh eh. Long time never see Izad liao. Miss hym. Abg, katerh gaji nk belanje adek? Ape daaaa~ Da lupe adek eh? Haha. I miss Sudu tooo. Kimaaaak, its like been ages since I last saw them. Awwww. One of these days, aku nk trun uhr! (: Daaa maju eh krng? haha. Gossip-ed about [insertname] with Apit. merepek sak [insertname]! Braniy buwat, tk braniy tanggung. Byler org sound, tggu luar sch, takot nk klua. Haha. STEP BSR PADAHAL KECOT. Saperh - saperh yg teraserh eh, thats yr underwear. Not my problem, go on lor. BYE.

2010-03-30T21:13:00.004+08:00

NO MORE SMOKING.

NO MORE DRINKING.

NO MORE CIGGARETES .

NO MORE TILL YOU GET

WELL, FATYN.

Blame yr weak body ass.

pull the trigger.

2010-03-30T11:44:00.004+08:00

"so what if it hurts me? so what if i breakdown? so what if this world just throw me off the edge, feet run out of ground? i've got to find my place. i want to hear my sound. don't care about al the pain in front of me cause' i just wanna be happy."

And yeah, just now Dodi was online. Talked to hym. I've forgiven hym eh. So, no more misunderstandings ler. Okay, I admit. I miss hym. HAPPY? xD hehe. But i miss hubby more laaa kaaaan. 2 days rotting at home is HELL to me. :( Grrrgh. SOYAAAAAL. I MISS SCH, believe it or not. Weird huh? D: So what I should do for today? EAT, SLEEP & PLAY LAPTOP. SUMPAH mcm babi. Pig sia Fatyn. :P Awwwww. I'm hungry now. I'm craving for LJS since last week, tk dpt-dpt pon. :( ROT-ROT AT HOME. arrrrgh.

addicted to you, boy.

you're the one I wanna marry.

2010-03-30T10:45:00.000+08:00

Hello daily readers. As usual, rotting at home. Thought of going to school today, but mum don't let me. I missing hubby<3 like truckloads. :( FUCK MY SORE THROAT. FUCK MY FEVER. FUCK MUM FOR NOT LETTING ME GO TO SCHL TODAY. FUCK MYSELF FOR SMOKING ALOT. FUCK MY WEAK BODY. FUCK THE MEDICINE. it sucks big time. Its 10.43 but I still hvnt have my medicine. Nanty b bising lgy lor. Awww. Okay, gonna have my medicine now. BYE!

b, i gdgurl taw. I dgr ape ckp u. (:

sick.

2010-03-29T15:42:00.002+08:00

Rotting at home today. Miss school alotalot. Fuck my bloody sore throat. Fuck my bloody high fever. Potong steam btol. Hehe. I bet friends are missing me many-many right now eh eh eh? Hehe, I bet they did. Wake up arnd 9+ in the morning just now and received 4 messages. Happy gtuu lor. They were all the same txt messages, " asl tk dtng school? " Caring eh krng? (: Make my day sia. Sis send me to poly just now and blablabla. Dhen b msg. So suweeeet eh u b! Haha. Last message frm b was, " b, tkmu lupe mamam ubat. I miss you like hell. " Sweeeet kan hubby aku niey? ((: Things are not going as well for today. Was happy cos get to msg Hubby<3 dhen chck2 Dodi msg ad so on. Aku tk carik hal ngn kaw, beyh kaw bbl gtu mcm pe sial? Geram siol aku. Dara up up up & away jurh. Testing my patience eh boy? okay, skipped. What to update eh eh eh? Ohkay lor, till here. Tata.

FatynKeycohrable signs out.

I MISS HUBBY BADLY RIGHT NOW! :( GetWellSoon eh Fatyn.

dying.

2010-03-28T15:00:00.003+08:00

Fuck today.

MY SORE THROAT IS

KILLING ME.

Stop smoking, thats it. For the

better. :'(

boy, im still waiting.

2010-03-28T14:27:00.000+08:00

But I still want you boy.

painess.

2010-03-28T14:24:00.000+08:00

I can't stop my heart frm loving you. The more I tried to control it, the more it hurts.

still waiting.

2010-03-28T14:20:00.001+08:00

Tired of waiting. Is it worthwhile to wait for hym? :'( Or should I just move on and forget the past?

this feeling.

2010-03-28T14:18:00.000+08:00

I can't deny this feeling anymore.

i'll never be safe again.

2010-03-28T14:10:00.000+08:00

I'll never be that safe again. Boy, I need you in my arms again. :'(

pain.

2010-03-28T14:02:00.001+08:00

'you'll never find another girl stupid enought to love you like i did. '

I've made my mind. I know all these while, I've been sucha ass into making decisions. Maybe I'll regret it or what, but this is what I've decided. I gotta move on. I gotta stop myself from thinking for you every second, every minute, every hour and every day. I promise I won't look into your eyes and smile whenever I saw you again. I swear I won't let you touch my hand when you tried to comfort me when I'm down. Its been hard for me to forget you. I've think all over again. I've decided to move on, to begin a new chapter of my life. I've decided not to look back and grieve over the past for its gone. I'm gonna promise myself, to not be a cry-baby in the future. Not to cry over little things and not to even breakdown even if it hurts me alot. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful its worth remembering. All these heartbreaks, all these pain I've been suffering all these while have made me strong. Strong enough to stop bragging bout the past and move on. I've made my mind to make use of my life now, to be happy & enjoy my life whenever I can. I don't want to wear fake smiles & laughters anymore. I've been sick & tired of that. Why don't I just forget bout hym and move on? Isn't better? I SWEAR I WILL MOVE ON. STOP ALL THE TEARS FRM FLOWING, FATYN. MOVE ON, BE STRONG.

FatynKeycohrable; signs out.

DinahDanishaSuhaimi.

2010-03-27T20:11:00.002+08:00

DinahDanishaSuhaimi.

My precious girlf, My lesbo-Patner, My laughing gas, My kaky-gayrek, My breath, My soul, My everything.

B, thanks being there for me everytime I needed you. You know something? I lovelovelovelovelove you effing much. You also right? (: Although we've been thru ups & downs, we are still strong as before. Seriously eh b, kalaw i jantan i da stead ngn u shey. (: hehe. siak eh eh eh? I wanna meet you soon taw, da lame tk jumpe. I miss sharing lame jokes with you. I miss our times together w GESPS. I miss when we will gyler-gyler at sch. hehe. Awwww, meet soon syng. (: And lastly, I LOVE YOU TILL MY LAST BREATH. (:

Deenah`.K.A.Y.S.I.A.O.W. , I

SYNG YOU MANYMANY EH

EH EH ~

p/s : Nk knal-knal ngn die tk? haha, tkleh! die aku punyerr~! :PP

wanting to end everything off .

2010-03-27T17:54:00.002+08:00

Seriously, I don't know what I'm doing these few days. Been moody and restless. I really can't stand it anymore. I'm tired, just tired to move on and start afresh. I really need S. To be strong. I've got no more strength. No more. No more tears to cry again. I've got no more energy. I really feel like dying. All these while, my smiles, my laughters, my hyperness is all fake. They're just a mask to cover all my painess beneath it. Why must I be hurt by a guy each time I'm in love? Why just I can't get over you? Why I'm still loving you despite the fact you've hurt me a thousandth times? Why ? Despite all those tears & energy I've wasted to cry for you? Why must I rejected every guy that comes in the way just for you? Why? Why I'm holding on to this love when I knew you won't come back to me? Why? Why Yuti? Why? Answer all this. Don't keep me waiting. I still need you by my side. I'm holding into this love & I'll never let it go. I need you to make me strong again. I miss yr kisses. Yr hugs. Yr smell. Yr everything. I believe 030210 will still come back. I want you, only you. Not anyone else. :'( Only you b. Can I be yours once more? Give me a chance. To be in love with you again. 030210 ; I'm holding on to it.

hurt .

2010-03-25T20:56:00.003+08:00

today was awesome i tell you. wohooooo. gayrek sio. Had Maths dhen Eng and it was recess. They all keep disturbing Dodi cos' I rejected hym and stuffs. It was not a big deal yeah? No need to make a big fuss over it. DOGS. I hate it man. They are like making me guilty. Spoilt my mood man. Cheebye. During recess, dint eat. Like I said, I was not in the mood. Dhen talked to Syukri & Ein. Then while talking to Ein, I realise somebody patted my back. And I turned arnd. It was Yuti. Kaymak, terperanjat gyle sio. Sial le. Check-Check, die stakat nk salam. Oh gosh. That feeling, only god knows how I felt. I was on the verge of tears. why did he have to do that when i was only about to forget hym? OH GOD. Aft recess, it was Science. Mcm taik. Ms Loo kept on bobal-ing kunek. Sumpah aku tk phm ape die ajar nariey. New topic pulak tuu. Haiyooo. And since I sat beside Jerren, tkleh concetrate sio. He kept on disturbing me & stuffs. Tpy, gerek jugaaark eh eh eh. After Science was MT. Cikgu Ros dint come again, on MC. Got relief tcher. Bikin keycoh uhr. woots. Dhen, Yuti msg-ed. Was about to cry again. :'( Suffering again. He asked me why I rejected Dodi and stuffs. Nampak sah die daaa tawu ahsarl beyh tanye. -.- Dhen, blablabla. Aft schl, talked to Yuti while walking to StreetSoccer. Only god knows how much I treasured those moments. Hais. Dhen Wan & gang dtng. Not in the mood. MCM PUKI. Arnd 3.45, Yuti send me to schl cos' got dance club. Asshole tol. Talk-ed. Hais. Susah uhhr mau phm iniey jantan. woots. Tmrrw sports day, cant wait! (: weeee~

I still need S. Indeed I do. Can I be yours once more? :'(

changing.

2010-03-24T20:47:00.001+08:00

School is suckish. I'm not being myself nowadays. I kept on putting on fake smiles & laughters. I just can't accept the fact that I broke up with S. And since then, my life was a total disaster. I still need need hym in my life. I still need hym to be strong again. But, thats fat hope yeah? Today, something happened. And, I swear I'll not forgive you guys. And I mean it. Imagine yrself being locked in a opposite sex toilet with lights turn off, what will you feel? Too you, you won't feel anything cos' you're guy. But to me, its different. I'm a girl for gods sake. Its phobia. Phobia. Still, you can laugh and run without saying sorry. What attitude is that? Screw you. I will not forgive ya'all. Its pathetic. Not only that, alot of things had happened. Damn god. I hate it.

Life is unfair. Imma total failure. I'm just a sucker for love. Whenevr I'm in love, I'll get hurt in the end. How cruel love can be. I'm scared to be in love anymore. I swear. Today, I saw S during assembly. Only god knows how painful & hurful my heart is. Heartbroken. I'm even hurt when I saw his pic Syahirah shown me. Yeah , its truth that I still love S. So what? Who cares anyway? How I wish we were still together. How I wish I could rewind the past. How I wish you are still mine again. How I wish you could love me like before. But, its too late. Bygones are bygones. I have to accept reality that he's not mine again. My heart shattered into pieces when Dodi told me you've been contacting yr ex all this while. And that msg Elina told me. How could you betrayed my trust in you? How could you S?! You told me that I was flirting. You told me that I didn't care bout you, but ask yrself. Are you faithful back then?

I hate you controlling my life. I know mum have been working these days, but it doesn't give you the right to control me. Its my life for god sake. Not yours. I'm 13! Not an 4year old kid for you to mess arnd with. Geddit? You've yr family to take care of, so mind yr own bussiness. Dun be a busybody. I detest you! You think you're older than me, so what? I dun give a damn on that. You told me to respect you. Who the hell do you think you're till I have to respect you? Thick-skinned. Respect, you've to earn it. Not find it ASS. I'm going to hate you for life and I mean it. Kalaw aku dah ludah, aku tk akan jilat balek.

I think I've changed. I dun smile like I always do. I dun share jokes w Hamizan anymore. That thing is still hauting me. And, I've become thinner. I dun have the BIG APPETITE like I always do. I keep groaning and locked myself in the room as soon as I got bck home. I feel like I don't deserve to live. Fake smiles. Fake laughters. Wheres the old Fatyn I once knew? I look inside the mirror and ask myself, " am i strong enough to go thru all this?" And as tears rolled down my cheeks, I whispered silently, "I still need S in my life to make me strong again."

Somebody, can you give me the love like how S used to give me?

the end of us b . o3o21o no more .

2010-03-23T22:22:00.001+08:00

23-Mar-2010 , 21.16 .

the end of us , everything ! 030210 ; no more . Thanks for all those sweet memories . I treasure the times we had together . Bye Yuti . I have to let you go , rather than suffering everyday . bye b , :'(

i have to move on . i gotta be strong . i have to start afresh . i cant cry over this . i know its hard for me to take the blow , letting go of yr loved ones . hais` . i hve to be strong . i had go thru these alot of times . the 100th time . i hve to . no matter what . a new chapter of my life have just began . :'( it do hurts , alot . why must it happen to me like the 100000th times ?! why must it be me ? you broke yr promise Syayuti . yr promise of being together forever . shit huh ? 030210 ; will forever be in my mind . i'll remember every bits & pieces of our memories . suweeeet huh ? not now anymre , the're gone . for the better . i just wanna say gdluck to you in the future . bye . :'(

to the bitch , Fathiah .

2010-03-21T16:29:00.000+08:00

3rd post of the day ; a record .

To FateeeeenFathiah( the bitch ) ;

Sekarang niey, kaw nk ape? Sial luhh, case baek - baek sudaaarh tutop, kaw bukak kan balek? Gerek eh eh eh kaw! And to 'ohrg nak tlg fateen' , of you fucking have the guts to say all those vulgars at me, why don't you have the fucking guts to WRITE DOWN YR NAME? Kaw ckp aku kecot? Hahaha, lu bikin lawak kepe? If aku kecot, aku tkkan tulis name aku BSR-BSR. Now, sape kecot? Kaw ke aku? What wrong with us telling her to fetch some ori? Eh joy, listen up. Zaman bylerh mau copy & paste nie semue? Da bgos aku ckp baek-baek. And this case tkd kene mengene ngn isap kunek eh eh eh. Hal kechyk, nk bsr-bsrkan. ATTENTION SEEKER! Hal nie, is betweeen aku, Syuhada & Fateen. Yg kaw nk get into the pic ahsarl? KAYPO! Get a fucking life luhh ass! Tkd angin, tkd ribut, kaw mau dtng maki-maki aku? Kononnyer nk tlg Fathiah uh niey. Kaw pikir kaw manerh peyh hero? JALAN SUARH. She's the one at fault, yg kaw nk cover-cover kan die pecete? STEP HERO. eeee, meluat. Okay, senang story kterh settle pat skola ngn Fathiah. Remember hal inie between aku, syuhada & fathiah. You're not into this understand? Okay, chalo. (:

maria sayanqsayanq .

2010-03-21T13:23:00.002+08:00

{M}aria`SayanqSayanq.

b , i know you caaaan move on . I know you're strong . No matter what , I'm here for you . I know it takes time for yr heart to heal . Even if you cried a river , he will not come back to you right ? The best way is to move on . Stay strong till the end . I know you caaan do it . So yeah , we can move on kay b ? ((: Stay strong . Stay cheerful . I knw you are not being yrself these days . But I believe , one day , Maria SayanqSayanq will not put on a fake smile anymore . kaaaaan b ? I love you fucking much eh eh eh eh ! ((:

((: I LOVE YOU TO THE CORE ! <3<3<3

an asshole .

2010-03-21T12:48:00.002+08:00

hello ! Slept at 1.45am yesterday . And yeah , its a record . Waited for mum to bring my TakoYaki . Tell you . its fucking delicious ! Sampai jilat jari yknow . (: Heehhh . B texted yesterday night ! Siaaaaal luhh , sunggggguh gembira taw saya . He txted , " Hie b! " Kiwaaaak , sape tk gembira kalaw mataey anda msg gtu mcm kaaa ? Haiyo . Replied hym bck using Dad's hp . Sodey siaaaa . prepaid still tidak di-topup kan . Kesian Fatyn . Guessss what . saya rindu mataey saya sangat - sangat . Kay , skipped . Currently chatting with Dodi`brotherlubb & WanKechyk<3 . Sungguh kekek la he . hahah . I will be organising his wedding w Nazurah at Sentosa next weeeeek . So , make sure you guys come alright ? (: *widesmile* Kay , what to update ? hmmmm . kayla , till here . Oh no , I'M HUNGRY AGAIN . and now , I'M CRAVING FOR LJS . :(

to adan ;
eh eh eh eh bro . wa maen-maen je uhh . Lek uhh . Stakat gtu , kaw nk pecah kaaaan muke mataey aku ? Pape luhh ehh , suke aty kawww luhr . Gasak kayy ~ Tpy , tkmu menyesal suarh kalaw pape jdy pat mataey kaw sendiriey . (: (: Deal pe , kalaw aku tk kacau mataey kaw , kaw tkmu kacay mataey aku uhhhh . no deal ? phy mampose . *winks

and to DeanaSherine ; HappyBelatedBhurfday ! (:

aku ryndu dodi laaaa sia . :( :(

i miss b .

2010-03-20T15:36:00.001+08:00

Hello ASSHOLES. Change my blogskins, like again? Haha, jyeah. Currently chatting w Haziq. Sungguh kekek la he. Happy 1monthsary to you & yr girlf kay? LastLong. See the conversation below I had w Haziq.

H ; kau nk tau bende?
F ; bende ape??
H ; aku blang kau, kau jgn blang sape-sape kay?
F ; Aku blng mataey aku leyyh? haha. *winks.
H ; tkleh. Promise tk?
F ; yelaa-yelaaa. Pe bende?
H ; dulu time aku nan lily, aku suke kau. dulu uhhr.
F ; siak ajerh!
H ; kaw lgy best dry lily.
F ; oh yeah? *sarcastic*

Siak jerhh ehh. Chatted w Farihin just now. He asked me to stop _______ . My mataey kasi wat, kaw pehal? -.- k, skipped. I feeling sick right now. cheeebye, it must be the cause of the rain. Cb! I misssss b. I miss SCHOOL. I miss cabot-ing class w Lily during History or Geo lessons. I miss those 'horny times' w Jerren & YiHan. I miss sharing lame jokes w Hamizan. I miss LOL-ING in class w Syukry & Hakim. I miss irritating Fee while she is focusing in class. I miss Cikgu Ros naggings & lectures. I miss Mum calling me exactly at 8pm and shout, "byle kaw nk balek ni?!" I miss seeing ThoseBitches in1ruby. I miss jumping around during MT class. I miss schl luhh. AKU NK GY SKOLAAAA, TK SBR! OK, da mls nk update. bye!

asshole . bikin problem sia !

2010-03-19T21:07:00.001+08:00

Quote of the day , "The ones that you love the most are usually the ones that hurt you the most."

HELLO ASSHOLES. Second post of the day. Today, stayed at home MCM BABI. Sumpah boring nk maty. Ate a lot of makanan today. Sumpah aku maken gemok! haha. MCM BABI. Ate Kit-Kat ice - cream, 2 cans of redbulls, 3 siew mai's and 1can of coke. How coool is that? Sunggguh coool kan! (: And now, I'm hungry again. Sial luhh, aku tk kenyang - kenyang dry tdy siul! Kimaaaak. I'm craving for Takoyaki right now. Mama going to buy me one aft work! Woooooah, can't wait. I misss b sia. :'( Okay, go. I wanna have a kit - kat now. Bye! I swear I''m not happy with FARIHIN. Nabuey.

to Fateeeeeen Fathiah ;

kaw da knape? Kaw yg tkd ori, kaw yg step satsat pe. Ahsarl mau pnggl org tuk settlekan kaw?! Kaw manerh peyh bsr skrng? Kaw yg start fire dulu pe, tanggung sendiriey uhr. Panggil - Panggil kakak abg angkat niey sume tk gune uhh. Sket tkde goyaaang kay? Naseb kaw BUDAKECYK ehh, kalaw tk aku daaa bikin kaw sia. And, I mean it. Jagerh yr behaviour kay. Tkmo smpi aku sound kaw suarh. And it will be like, the 2nd time? Oh small kid, stop acting big kay!

penat~

2010-03-19T12:28:00.001+08:00

kimaaaaaaaaaaak , two hours sia aku carik blogskins yg lawa , tk dpt pon . haiyooo . Vintage pon vintage luhh , jadi luhh ehh . temporary skin . Okay , my moooood now ngh nk meletop . MCM CHEEEEBYE . Grounded for today . MCM CHEEBYEEEE AGAIN . -.- Orng nk klua dgn mataey pon tkleh . CHEEEEBYE LUHH .

Sket tkde ganggu hidop die pehh , watp mau grounded aku ? It only makes me hate you more alright ? OKAY , MCM CHEEEEBYE . Orng da plan bgos2 nk lepak ngn BSK sumr , terpakse cancel . Kene dudok pat rmh cm berok ! YR UNDERWEAR LUHH ASSSS . Mumm gave me 10 bucks before going out for work , daaa hooray - hooray sia . Check - check , kene grounded . Kacau steam jurh . MCM CHEEEEEEEEEBYE . -.- Orng dudok pat rmh pon bwat pe ? Makan , tydo , maen laptop . MCM BABI ade uhh . Klua kaaaaan bgos . AKU NK KLUA LAAAAAAA , KLUA LAAAA ! Rescue me someone ? aku ngh nk mampose dudok pt rmh . FED-UP SIA . Holiday pon tkleh klua . CHEEEBYE KAAAN ITU ANJENG ! Fed-up sia . btol - btol cocked up today , plan tk menjady langsung , MCM CHEEEBYE . da luhhhh , fed-up uhr aku . Aku nk gy minum redbull & makan ice-cream . Chill luhh sket kaaan ? Bye ASSHOLES .

;DD

2010-03-18T20:02:00.003+08:00

Keycohh pe tagboard ? hahaa . (:

To Adan ;
da , da ! enough is enough . Kaw nk bikin mataey aku ke , nk iniey die ke , go ahead luhh ehy . Sungguh tk heran luhh ! Just wait and see ape aku akan buat pat mataey kaw nanty . (: ok , go .

Early in the morning , fought w Dodi . I dunno whats happening to me just now . D: Feel so weird . Arnd 2+ , meet Fee at Lot and bused To 350 . Slacked awhile , talk - talk and went to street soccer . Saw Boy , Akif , Hairi , Roy<3 & Hakim . I got this butterflies in my stomach when I saw Roy . I swear he was so damn cute ! gagagagagagaga . (: Oh gosh . I'm melting siyaaa . i tell you , he's so damn cute . But i think boify is cuter ? haha . Ohkay Fatyn , stop it . Den walked home . Tiring bodo . I can say that I must have lose at least 2kg kaaan ? haha , now I'm updating my tumblr . bye ! (:

I MISSSSSSSSSS BOIFY . :(

yo people in the house .

2010-03-16T18:29:00.001+08:00

keboooooooooom chak!
Currently in the internet cafe with Mummy<3 , Izwan & Ahmad. Sungguh the keycoh sial. Lepak-ed with Dodi , Elina & Hairi . Played Soccer . Girls ( me , jannah , elina ) vs Boys ( hairi & dodi ) . kekek sial . In the middle of the match , dodi lari . And it was just we girls vs hairi . aahahah ! dunno what to update siaaa . Will be slacking at streetsoccer ltr on . wooohhhhooo . And , i'm mad at muhammad saadan bin yunos .

to that guy who fucking ruin my day ;

ehy cheebye , aku tk kacau mataey kaw da bgos . Da knape ngn kaw nk bikin mataey aku ? Die tkd kene mengene sial dgn iniey kes . Aku tk kacau hidop kaw , kaw tkmu kacau hidop aku uh . Yg aku tk puas aty , sal kaw bikin Rejab & Elina cm anjeng ? Kalaw tkd duet , dudok diam2 pat rmh uhh . Tkyah srh orng amek kaw pe . Kaw pikir kterh freee sngt pe nk amek kaw beyh kasi kaw $$ ? Kteorg ape ? ATM BERGERAK KAW ?! Palabutooo . Iniey bukan bbl fenneh atau fanatic yerrrrr , iniey bbl biar btol . aku tk belit2 cm kaw kay ! phy mampose uhr kaw ngn kaw mataey uhh ! wansuey ~

tumblr .

2010-03-16T12:08:00.000+08:00

people, i hve just created a tumblr. Do visit aye! ell-ohh-vee-ee.tumblr.com (:

bro`tersayang aku .

2010-03-15T11:22:00.001+08:00

MUHAMMAD-ROZAIDI-BIN-HAMEDI .

kebooooooooooooooooom chak ! 2nd post alright . See that hansem boy above ? hansem kaaan hym ? He's mine ohkay . chey , fake . He's my bro paling tersayang sngt2 . Cute kann hym ? he maty2 ask me to post something bout hym . So bro , da puas aty ? ahah . He's the one who will cheer me up when I'm down . He's the one who will lend me a shoulder when I cried . Thanks ehh bro ! Sorry for scolding you vulgars & stuffs that day alright ? I was seriously in a fucking bad mood . Dary nk cheer aku up , aku maki kaw . DAMn SORRRY ! (: errr , lepak soon w me kay ? MISSSS YOU MANYMANY . (: haha , syng bro aku niey . (;

ps / sape mau knal2 ngn die ? he's single . (:

gdmurning .

2010-03-15T10:03:00.001+08:00

Hello people . I'm bored & so decided to blog . Haiyo , but seriously , i dunno what to update sia . Yesterday , lepak w Jannah , Dodi , Hairi & Izwan . Sumpah keycoh . funfun siulzxc . And well , i hate holidays siyaaa . Cannot myt b and stuffs . Summre , i hvnt get my barbel . How to tindek like that ? haiyooo . stress3 . Ucu just done her nose piercing , sumpah tk lawa ! bengkak like tht , eee . haha . I'M BORED LUHH . currently chatting with Hamizan and this guy name Ayiz ? irritating bodo die . -.- ASS .
CHEEBYE BODO . Till now , still hvnt gime mama to see my report book . Conferm kene sound nyerr . Haiyoo . hais` . nvm lor . I feel like gping out to lepak now , bye ! tc cause fatyn care kay . Meanwhile , keep the tags rolling .

(:

2010-03-14T17:01:00.000+08:00

hello people ! its been days since i last updated kaaan ? Tkd time lorr . Always out to lepak and stuffs . Currently in the internet cafe w Mummy<3 & Dodi`brotherlubb . Yesterday , went to danceworks . I swear it was fun . (: What to update yerr ? Maybe going swimming w the rest tmrrw . Hmm , cant wait ! Tags will be replied soon okay ! keep the tags rolling . bye .

I MISS BOIFY . :(

asshole .

2010-03-12T20:23:00.001+08:00

so last yr pic .

Dissapointed. Utterly dissapointed. Fucking dissapointed with my fucking my results. Failed. Almost all subjects. U-GRADES yknw! Whathehell. Cheebye bodo. Regretted for not studying. Nabeyh. Okayh, skip. I promise myself I wil do better! BETTER!

did the usual stuffs aft schl. Slacked at streetsoccer. Bad mood all the day. Bcos of Shazana luhh! Babi! Blng cikgu lgy luhh nyer? -.- ass. Badmood sial, mcm CHEEBYE BODO. Untill Dodi and the rest came. The really made my day luhh. (: Sayang MuhammadRozaidiBinHamedi alotalot siul! haha. after slacked, went home & here i am blogging. I miss b sia. mcm CHEEBYE BODO. He dint tron just now. ass. Short post. Lazy to write longlong. Tmrrw Danceworks, cant wait! Gdluck for the ppl who are performing yerr? ohkay, bye. TC cause Fatyn care.

thanks people .

2010-03-11T19:48:00.001+08:00

thanks everyone for cheering me up yesterday. I swear it was my worst day ever. Hais, :'(. But although we've gone thru ups & downs and despite the quarrels, we ares till bck together. Thanls b for everything. I love you & I will not let you go.

DODI`BROTHER TERGEREK AKU ;

Bro! Thanks for everything taw. Thanks for cheering me up & stuffs. You never failed to make me laugh. And, I swear I love you manymany! haha. Caring uhr lu bro. And And, make sure kaw sing kan aku lagu 'we are the world' taww when aku sedih! Okay tk bro? haha. I swear it will make you laugh upside down, right left! haha. (: THANKS FOR SEGALANYA. ((:

p/s ; sape2 nk knal ngn die, picit aku ehh? Die hansem bodo! Biaser luhh, kate BROTHER AKU PEHH.

HAIRI`ABG TERSYNG ;

Thanks abg! Thanks for the treat and stuff kay? Dun worry, I will be strong to overcome all this. TERIMA KASEH MANYAK-MANYAK. Syng bro. (:

GIRLFRIEND TERCYNTA ;

ghurlfriends! Thanks for the hugs & kisses okayh? I knw it was hard for you guys to cheer me up. But, you guys dun stop trying. hehh. You're there for me, rain or shine. You're the best luhh! (: haha. Whatever it is, you never fail to make me laugh. SYNG YOU ALL. (:

TO THOSE WHO I NEVER MENTION ;

than does not mean you are nothing to me okayh! Still , you're the best. Thanks for making my day and stuffs like that. I will be strong, onlyy if you're behind me! (: HEHH. Make me laugh like hell okay? And gimme kinder buenos when I'm down. It will surely make me smileeee, syng krng manymany jugak !

zzzzz .

2010-03-11T19:17:00.001+08:00

cool kaaaaan? I'm craving for those. errr.

Hello bitches & bastards. Long time never update or what ? Been busy this few days. Always out to lepak aft schl. And I always reach home arnd 8. How to update like that? Lazy siyaaaa, even to on this laptop of mine. Ass. School hve been quite okay. Expect frm some bitches in schl that made my dara up. Cb! Yesterday is one of my worst day ever, I can say. Had a HUGE TIFF with b. Breakdown. FUCK. Mcm cheebye kaw tawu tk! Geram buduh aku! Won't elaborate bout it here. For those who knew what gong on between us, shuddup! These few days, I've craving for pink ciggaretes. haha! Mepak kaaaan aku? Ass. B bhurfday is a few days away, otak sot! Nk belik ape untk die siul? gaaaaah~ k, shuddup the crap. Wht to update siyaaa? Otak sudaaaarh sot. Kay, bye.

AKU SYNG BROTHERLUBB AKU, DODI! haha. Thanks for being there for me when I'm down kay? Syg you alot2.

to saadan current girlfriend ;

okay, i just found out that you're not happy with me. Or somehow you're angry w me ehh? But why dun you say it facetoface? Why? I wanna clear this misunderstanding. Aku dgn Saadan tkd pape. Asl nan kaw? Da tkd keje? Cete da lame, wat hal cete da lame uhrr. Tkyah ungkit alek pe. Ape aku tulis pat blog aku selame niy psl Saadan was BEFORE krng std la sial . I repeat ehh, BEFORE. Why you wanna make it as if it was a big deal? -.- And, kaw kate budak NA & NT miskin2 & bodo. Beyh mataey kaw? Kirekan mataey kaw pon miskin & buduh uhr niy? Merepek bodo kaw! Dun make it as if it was big deal alright! Cete da lame, tkyah ungkit kay?

cool kepe?

2010-03-08T17:45:00.002+08:00

cool kepe itu rokok? haha. I wanna have one. (:

Today started well. Went to sch with Dodi. I swear it was fun! Kekek gyle. haha! It was Science at first, dhen History. Mr Nadiah dint came, so there was a relief tcher. Cabot class with Lily to go to 1Diamond. Lied to tcher that we go toilet. Attitude dog siak! -.= haha. Problems at sch, won't elaborate here. Aftr History was recess, den PW, den Geog. Got test sial! Dint studied for it, conferm fail kan? cam cb! After Geog was VE. Ve sucks siul. Craps! Aft VE was Maths. Sumpah gerek. Cos' i get to sit w Lily. Talked2 a lot of shits. GerekGerek. ((: After sch, waited for Izwan & b outside sch. Nabeyh, they got detention. Pukimak nyer cikgu! Lucky, our plan dint cancelled. Walked to those usual place & slacked. About 5mins later, aderh lalat shown up. Puki sama anda! Muke tktawu maluu. Tkd orng invite kaaan? Cb! Spoilt my mood the whole day siyaaa. Nb! Cb! Yr asshole koyak buduh! Mak kaw peyh cereal! -.= Dhen b & gang came. Dunno wht happen, they went home. Cm cibai luhh! Beyh kteorg mau lepak ngn sape? Butoo. whatev, today seriously fucked up. problems luhh, niy luhh. FUCK YOU. Dhen after lepak, went home. Tired like hell. Or like heaven? haha! shit. Waiting for b to online. err, sumpah [insertname] & hys mataey tk perluu eh? LALAT! -.= fucked up siya. pissed off. Today seriously not my day. Hari2 laaaah not my day! ASSHOLE. Speechless liao. Wanna hve a new tagboard soon. Bye! (:

asshole . -.-

2010-03-07T21:10:00.000+08:00

outdated pic .

Hello everyone ? Currently chatting with Saadan<3 . I miss chatting w hym manymany taww . (: I'm waiting for b to on9 soon . Miss hym siya . Today was fyne . I'm trying to be a goodghurl nowadays . I did my hw just now siul ! For the first time , ohgod . Can't believe it . asssss . haha ! And knw what ? I help mum to clean the roon sia ! Goodghurl kaaan ? FatinFarhana , I'm proud of you . (: kay ass , shut the crap up . B & Hairi bhurfday is coming soon . wooots . (: Yay , cant wait ! (: kayla , will update soon . Bye .

saadan & me are bck together . i mean , being friends together bck .

fuck this shyt .

2010-03-06T22:40:00.001+08:00

Found this at CocoChomel's tumblr & decided to post about this . True enough uh ?

i miss my boyfriend ! MuhammadAs-SyayutiBinSelamat.

bro , happy bhurfday .

2010-03-06T19:21:00.000+08:00

See that handsome & cute guy above ? Well , his my bro^^ .

Bro , HAPPY BHURFDAY alright ? May all yr wishes come true . Cpt2 aderh mataey tawww . (: hehh . Enjoy yr day alright ? Sisterlubb always syng brotherlubb kay ? (:

Ok , i will elaborate bout today . Today sucks . Kena caned by mum . I hve became more & more attitude as days go by ? Mama said I hve become hanyut since I started SecondarySch life . FUCKYOU . Whatev luhh . I wil try my best to change my attitude towards mum . But no to MAHIRA BTE PARDI ok ! Jagerh sluadlm kaw btol2 uhr , nk jage sluadlm aku . PHY MAMPOSE BUDUH . Kaw pikir kaw lebih tue , aku kene respect kaw uhr ? Ehh , tkyaaaaaaaaaa la sial . Palapuki . ok , skipped . Bby just offline . Fuck luhh , sungguh mendak . I wannaaaaa hve tagging , caaaan ? (:

2010-03-06T11:52:00.000+08:00

I look like a freaking nerdy asshole down there . -.-

Idk what to update . -.- Will be bck for a second post kay ? My otak blank leee . Bye .

at last ,

2010-03-05T22:00:00.000+08:00

Finally, I get to forget hym. Like, FINALLY OK!
Finally, I get hym outta y head.
Finally, I get to forget ALL our memories w hym.
1)I wish to forget the guy, MuhammadSa'adanBinYunos who entered in my life before.
2)I really regret everything we hv been thru.
3)I'm just wasting MY FUCKING TIME to be friends with you.
4)Cos' in the end, I'm hurt.
5)Not once, not twice. But almost everytime.
6)Idk what the hell is wrong w me when I cried all night just thinking bout you.
7)I'm nuts, dun you think?
8)You hurt me.
9)You've change.
10) and, bcos of tht . I CAN FORGET YOU . yipppeeee! (:

LIKE FINALLY MAN . ^^ sumpah merepek . -.-

KitaSistersKeycohh .

2010-03-05T20:19:00.003+08:00

Had truckloads of fun today . Slacked with KSK & rainling boys ? k , cut the crap . I swear Syahirah keycohh nk mampos ! (: I won't forget today , like seriously FUN GYLE SIUL . (: KSK , outings soon kay ? Now , pictures talk . We took ALOT of pics , but all kat Natasha . (:

niy sumpah merepek -.-

WILL UPDATE SOON . CHALO .

hanging in the air .

2010-03-04T22:06:00.001+08:00

not in the mood to post today .

fucked up . pissed off . & lastly , I'm fucking heartbroken . :'(

tears become a frequent visit of my life .

2010-03-02T20:19:00.004+08:00

" i give up on love , indeed i am ."

What can I say? Today just sucks! -.- I'm fucked up by the people arnd me. I'm not being myself today. I kept scolding vulgarities. And, I keep showing attitude to people. Whats happening to me? :'( Those tears, like again is still flowing, non-stop. I just can't get Adan outta my head. I just simply can't. I dun know why, but I really can't. I just can't stop thinking of this. It keeps leaving with sleepless nights. I just not ready to let him go. :'( Loving him is a challenge. I dun fucking know what to do. I cried, again & again. I'm just not reaady to let you go. and to Hamizan, thanks for everything. Thanks for cheering me up. Although I kept scolding you vulgars & stuff, you're still there for me. I really appreciate it. SAYANG KAW BRO. (:

your pm, really hurts me. :'(

:'( selamat tinggal sayang .

2010-03-01T21:23:00.002+08:00

SELAMAT TINGGAL SAADAN . :'(

YA ALLAH, lindungilah insan ini yg amat ku cintai dan sayangi. Apakah daya, hamba hanya menyakitkan hatinya sahaja. Semoga engkau bahagia yaa? :'(

` i will remember every pieces & bits bout you. I wil remember the first time we met. I will remember every little memories that we have together. I will especially remember today, the day we end everything. EVERYTHING. It do hurts me alot. ALOT. But, all i wanna do is to make you happy. And in order to make you happy, we have to end it here. I knw it hurts you alot when you're w me. Seeing I'm w hym is the most suffering moment. :'( I dun wanna lose you. You're precious in my heart. But too bad, I love Syayuti more. :'( SELAMAT TINGGAL SAADAN. I hve hurt you, and I'm sorry. :'( Jagerh diri baek2. Gdluck for finding the right ghurl. ily.

:'( I hve wasted too much tears on you , bby .

2010-03-01T20:07:00.002+08:00

outdated picture.

What can I say, I hve nothing to post today. Fucking not in the mood! Had a tiff with b & I really hate it. Its the 2nd fvcking time! :'( I'm just fvcking dissapointed in you! Fvcking angry! 2 more days to our 1monthsary, but I'm just not in the fvcking mood to celebrate it! aqrrrgh!

Reply to tags ;

to Hafiz ; so what? aderh menyusahkan kaw pehh? letak url la siyaaa. mau tawu lu manerh peyh bsr uhh! -.- ASSHOLE. &, you hv no right to bbl gtu mcm pat deenah ehh. MakBpk byr bill internet, kaw buwat keje gniey mcm? come on, get a life! Kata aku minaprep wannabe? haha, jealous perhh boy? Slua dlm sendiriy tk terjage, nk jagerh slua dlm aku? kekek uhr lu!

to Deenah ; lek uhr b. Niy punya org tkmo layan. Tkdaaa life punyaaa kay? I will cheerup luvv, not to worry. (:

to {M}aria`SayangSayang ; b, tkyah layan org gniey. step bsr, tpy blakang computer je. haha, kental!

to syuhada ; will link you soon. (:

to Fateen ; haha, alright. thanks. -.-

to Riri ; besorq jumpe bebb. (: cnt wait! xD

to adan ; tawu tkp. haha. budak bru nk grow up pehh.

b , i syng u .

2010-02-28T20:44:00.001+08:00

this pic was so like, last year.

hello earthlinqs! Just came bck frm slacking with b & the rest at street soccer. Fun yknow! xD While slacking, [insertname] texted. Tk kacau die, die kacau aku? Konek kaw kejong bodo~ Bilerh orng kol, tk angt. Takot pe boy? Kecot! Blerh mase aku ganggu Nazurah kaw? haha, tkd time siul mau ganggu pelacoh tuu! Tk heran la eyy! Bnyk2 ppm di dunie niy, kaw pilih die? Ntah eyy, kaw potek ke bute! Haha. & Bilang kaw peyh BITCHY GF tuu, biler tgk orng agak2 sket! Tkyah stare ats bwh la siul! MAK KAW PEYH DONUT uhr eyy! Learn it frm Hairi`brotherlubb. Hehe. Mau tc suarh GF kaw tuu! -.- kay, skip. Bck to the story, arnd 6++ b sent hme. He kena go bck liao. SPARE PART TOL! haha, nvm. can myt hym tmrrw pe. (: i miss saadan. hais`. nvm laaa. cant wait to go sch tmrrw. I MISS DUNEARN. (: kayla ppl, till here. Bye. tc cause i care. (:

TO YR BITHCY GF ;

eh ghurl~ starestare tkd jalan uh wey! tk puas aty, bbl depan2 uhr. Kaw ngn kaw peyh kwn tuu, bleyh jalan suarh. Pompan cam kaw, tepi jalan pon leyh dpt la weyy! Kaw pikir senang2 aku nk lpskan kaw pe? JALAN SUARH. Kaw pikir kaw manerh peyh hawtstuff siul? Tk puas aty ngn aku, jumpe la sial! KEJONG? Puki blm berbulu, mau caryk hal ngn aku. Kaw gy balec, duduk bwh ketiak mak kaw sudaaa~ Lek one corner ehh ghurl? WANSUEY .

copy-cats ! -.-

2010-02-28T12:20:00.002+08:00

" just because her eyes don't tear doesn't mean her heart doesn't cry & just because she comes off strong doesn't mean there's nothing wrong "

WAZZUP. It's 12.12 pm & I still hvnt bath yet. I stinks. xD Currently chatting w my dearest twinny, RiriKeychohh. Cute kaaan dierh? hehe. Will be slacking at street soccer w b later on. Can't wait! Awww, I'm missing Muhammad Sa'adan Bin Yunos badly!:'( I just hope everything gonna be alright. I dunn want us to fight like, again & again? its uselees fighting isn't it ? kayla, will update soon! bye ppl. tc cause Fatyn care kkayy? (: my prepaid hve been top-up, anything beep me aye.

To whoever it may concern ;

pls uhr eyh, hve yr won originality! kimaaaak, zaman biler mau copy & paste niy semue? Kental pe? Da bwat, tknk admit. Its was like so 2009 la ghurl~! Get yr own fucking originality first before hopping on to my blog kay! -.- get a life la ASS-HOLE. & pls, GET YR OWN FVCKING ORI KAY?!

3rd post ; record .

2010-02-27T22:47:00.001+08:00

Dedicated to Muhammad Saadan Bin Yunos ;

Can you like pls, understand me? Why must we fight like, almost everyday? I just can't accept it when you said tht I treat you like a spare tyre? Why must you broke my heart, again & again? I'm tired & sick of all this. All this fighting. Can you pls like, stop accusing me over things that I never done? WE FIGHT, AGAIN & AGAIN. You like it huh? Like it hell lots? Kalau satu harie tarc gadowh ngn aku, tkleh ehh? I forgiven WanKechyk, for yr sake. Although I really do hte hym alotalot. I'm tired of yr attitude. My heart has been broken to million pieces. I stay strong, cos' I knw you'll be thre for me. But, Im wrong ehh? Pls, answer all this. Pls, stop breaking my heart. I do look like I'm strong, but do you knw how hurt I am deep inside? I cried when you said to me not to talk to you in sch. You know how hurts is it to be ignored by yr loved ones? I love you, but do you know hw hurt I am today? You broke my heart. :'(

2nd post of the day .

2010-02-27T20:51:00.000+08:00

Last year picture .

` Wazzzzup! Haha, my second post of the day alright? Went to Chinatown with mum & adekadek to meet dad. Its been ages since i last saw dad. hmmph, nvm. Dad just got his pay, and well, of course i goy my monthly expenses! wee~ Just top-up my phone. People, anything beep my phone kay? Thought of buying this particular adidas shoe, lawa gyler! But, mum say ugly. cb, lawa pehh! haha. WanKechyk txted, he broke up with Nazurah? Dasar. hehe, currently chatting with Dee`bhy & Saadan`luvluv. Planning to slack tmrrw at streetsoccer. Will update tmrrw kay? Toodles . (:

tc cause fatyn care (:

pee/ass ; aku sayang Muhammad Sa'adan Bin Yunos.

happy belated bhurfday !

2010-02-27T11:16:00.005+08:00

PRETTYHEAD, Happy Belated Bhurfday alright! (: May all yr wishes come true. I bet you enjoy yr day kaaan? anw , lastlong sama boifyyyy! (: syng akak. ^^

Okay, its 11.02 am. I'm early la kan? heh. Suppose to jog with b, hamizan, dodi, syamsul & adlina tpy tk jady. Bangon lmbt uhh. Fight with b yesterday. Long Story. Won't elaborate here kay. Currently chatting with Kak Syamira and texting Lily. To those who msg me & I dint reply, beribuan maaf. Prepaid still hvnt top-up. Arrgh . kayla, till here. Not in the mood~ Bye . Tc cause Fatyn care kay ? (:

to adan ; since we hve gone our seperate ways, i just wanna say to you to tc of yrself. Dun get angry too easily, and dun fight over little things. Phm tarc? I can't be there for you like before, but if you hve any problem, just beep me kay? Thanks for yr help yesterday. Really appreciate it loads. Tc adan. :'( arrgh. gdluck for finding the right ghurl kay? Somehow I felt that I'm regretting all those words I've said to you, but apakah daya? It's all too late. Little too late. I miss those times we otp every night. I miss the times when you'll cheer me up whenever I'm down. I miss the times. I really do. I miss the time when we go sch together. I miss everything bout you. Eventhough its only been a day since we parted, I miss you like hell lots? It feels tht we hv been parted for several years. You told me tht yesterday gonne be the last time you gonna talk or even chat with me? wth. What to do, I dun think I'm good enough to be with you. Sometimes I wonder, can i be yours? One day? Deep inside my heart, I'm not ready to let you go. I'm not ready to go on our seperate ways. I'm not ready for everything! I love you & I'm not ready to let you go. I know this gonna hurt me and you. hais`. I'm just not ready to let you go. Asked yrself, are you willing to let me go?

gone crazy over you .

2010-02-26T20:47:00.001+08:00

hello people ! (: miss me much ? k , lame .

Currently chtting with B , Adan & Hamizan . Planning to go jogging . Mukerh aku nk gy jogging ? Sumpah tk dpt siul . Haha . I stink , dun you think ? haah . hvnt bath yet laaa . I miss Nazrul siul . He dint come to sch todaaay , pantat tol . Slacked with the usual people at streetsocce . funfun . Syamirah watched porn , joined in too . B tawu , I janjy tk kan wat lgy kay syng ? haha . short post uhr . Baby on9 . wanna chat with hym . toodles . tc cause fatyn care kay ? (:

" i love my superman , always & forever . "

geyrek la ai ! (:

2010-02-25T20:51:00.001+08:00

hello people ! Just came bck frm Lot . And now I'm here blogging .

Firstly , deleted Shahfiq post to avoid misunderstanding with his mataey la kan . I posted tht post on Sunday . I repeat SUNDAY . Krng stead on 22nd pehr . wth . kay , whtev . Just now , wnet to Mac with Khairudy , Eirwan , Muna , Nadzxc , Lily , Fee , MUMMY , Syamira & pipiketat . haha ! geyrek kan Rudy ? I kept on making tht fvcking face of mine , making ppl tercekik when eating . And I can see tht Fee is soo irritated by tht face of mine . haha . Dhen ,, after tht went bck to schl to watch soccer match . while waiting for b to come bck . Saw b alighting frm the bus & they went to smoke ? Ntah laaa . Tpy , tkp . Can get to see b la kaaan ? ((: I REALLY MISS SAADAN SIYAAAA . But i miss b more la kaaan ? I can't wait to do the 'bwat muke competiton' ngn Rudy . Sape ketawe is the sore loser k ! haha , padahal aku . Kay , mepek ! -.- Ms Rin dint come today , phew . Mr Ye also . Dunno where he went laaaa . Gayrek uhr lpk ngn krng . (: weeeeee~ KiterSentiaserhKeycoh daaa tuka ke KiterSistersKeycoh ? entahlaaa . kay , till hre la . bye !

fuck nazurah real hard kay .

Get a life la asshole .

stop being a gangster yg tk menjady kay ghurl !

2010-02-24T19:52:00.001+08:00

I miss Adan . I miss b . come bck soon kay sayangs ? (:

just came bck frm slacking with brotherlupp(s) . i miss adan . i miss b . :( come bck soon kay ! asap taww . I'm glad tht I'm already okayh w Adan . (: aku maafkan kaw laa ^^ . played soccer with brothers . gerekgerek . otw to streetsoccer , fight with lilyhazirahbintemuhdfaizal . I know I'm short . I know I'm kateq . Tkyah hina kay ? As if you're THAT PERFECT . -.- DUMBASS . Although I'm small , dun ever think of taking advantage of me . Ehy betine , aku da tahan lame ngn kaw peyh attitude kayh . Kaw tendang aku , although it hurts me alot (cos' im small) , aku bwat bodoh taw . Kaw sepak aku brape kali pon , aku SABA PUNYER SABA la chibai ! i have limit to my patience laa . dun ever cross me cos' you will REMEMBER IT FOR LIFE . nabuey . dara up siol bbl sal niy ppm . btol buat aku tkdaaa mood . useless friend . I should hve listen to Fee . -.- stupid fatyn . haha , kay cut tht crap . i miss b siyaaaaaaaaaaa . arrrrrgh , kayla till here . BYE . (: SYNG KRNG . ^^

I MISSSSSSS B ! :(

fucked up . fucked up . fucked up .

2010-02-23T21:04:00.001+08:00

never post yesterday . so gonna post now kay ! (:

yesterday ;

- went to schl with saadan , fun ! xD
- schl was fun , but not for maths . Lily's handphone was confiscated while I was using it . errgh . fxck MS LIM ! haha , luckily Jerren take for me . ^^
- lepak-ed with b , hairi`bro , dodi`bro , ahmaddarwis`bro , hamizan and the rest . FUNFUN . (:
- reached home arnd 7++ and mama ajak go Greenrigde to hve dinner . HAPPY . was so damn hungry somemore . Met Nas & gang . meypek uhh . -.-
- trained home aft dinner . tk sempat cuci kaki sumerh , da tydo . ngantok ! mimpi sal adan . ohgod . mepek sak itu mimpi . ssh . -.-

today ;

- went schl ALONE . loner kaaan ? k , mepek . -.- haha . Late . Not exactly late laaa .
- had pe , dhen eng & dhen recess . caught by tht MR ASS for banging the tables . Have to go DM room bcos of that . BLOODY ASS HOLE .
- recess , wet to DM room . Lectured . bodowh peyh cikgu ! kena caught of my hair . Had to re-dye black , FOR THE 2ND TIME ! cb , kaw belikan aku dye hitam la ? aku dye hitam alek uhh . ASSHOLE . -.-
- DANCE CLUB .
- Sent b till bustop . gonna miss hym alot this few days . :( he had camp . bodo peyh cikgu . asl choose die ? puki . hah . (:
- slacked w Janna , Elina & Lily pat streetsoccer . Aft tht , walked to Mac to myt the rest . BROTHERLUPP . (:
- went home w Qamal & Danial . (: haha , you knw , i knw . Public dunno . xD

dedicated to adan ;
since kaw nk aku tinggalkan kaw kan , aku tinggal kan kaw . as long kaw bahagie kayh . although this gonna hurt me real lots , i'm willing to let you go . maybe its time , for me & you to go on our seperate ways . you told me tht i hve hurted you , but tell yrself , asked yrself . hve you ever spared a though for my feelings ? HELL NO . you hurt me by saying all those words . those vulgars . You think i like it this way ? why ? why must you treat me like this ? kay fyne , i leave you . you are happy this way , arent you ? im loss for words . Adan , takecare of yrself . :'( i'm nothing to you , so i cant stop you frm drinking kaaaan ? :'( YA ALLAH , lindungilah insan ini yg ku cintai . (: AMIN .

((: good mood

2010-02-21T11:45:00.001+08:00

yay yay ! baby on9 . baby on9 ! haha . currently chatting w bhy<3<3<3 and Saadan<3 .

haha , going to westview ltr on to meet WanKechyk , Wafi , Shahfiq<3 ! haha , huhu , tk sabar . xD kayla , short post ayyeeeee ? will update when i come bck .

i miss b , i need b , i love b . (:

ohgod ohgod . i just cant believe it . fuck . *crying*

fuck this shit , caan ?

2010-02-20T19:06:00.002+08:00

currently chatting with Syuada & Saadan . not in the mood .

     b merajok ? dunno uhh . deleted the previous pose due to some reasons yg krng tk perluu tawu ehh . to people out there yg jealous pasal aku ngn Syayuti together ;

              to whoever you uhh yg tk bleyh tengok aku senang ngn yuti & keep spreading rumours psl kterog , get this straight . Walaubagaimane pon , kte tetap together kay ? tkde gune uhh kaw spread rumours cos' we will still gonna be together . (: geddit ? But too bad , Yuti fall into yr trap . Geyrek pehh kaw ? kacau org peyh r/s ? best uhhr kononyer ? nabuey . Happy pehh kaw ? Jgn smpi satuu hari , aku dpt tawu kaw sape sudaa~ Jagerh suarh ehh ?! Nk bbl , bbl depan2 uhh . tk swee uhr bbl blakang k joy ? kimak , tkmo merepek la sial . biler mase aku ngn adan mataey ? sial luhh . nk penk cete pon , pkai otak la siul . aku tawu aku suke adan , tpy tk semestinyer aku mataey ngn die pehh ? puki kaw kejong bodo~ -.- GET A LIFE LA BITCH .

to boify , syayuti ;
          u , dun believe whtever tht person tell you kay . I know you've found out tht i like adan . Tpy u , i tatap syng kan u . Kalo i tk sygkan u , da lame i da mntk break kaaan ? i tkleh hidop tanpe u kayy ? *crying* i sygkan u b . and , i tkkan lpskan u no matter wht . phm ? u tawu kan yg i suke adan & u tk suke i rapat ngn die . sorry b . tpy i tetap syg u . I CINTA U .

((:

2010-02-19T21:18:00.005+08:00

hey people . I hve just came bck frm TeckWhye with ucu . And now , currently chatting w Shadan<3 and Chacha Hancem . Just nw , lepaked w elina , Fee`luvluv , MUna`luvluv , DEENAH`bhy , Shadan<3 and Khairudy at lot . Walked to MPH after that and slacked w Afiq & Shasha . Had a lot of fun . short post kayy ? Now , pictures talk !
non-edited .

haha , kay ppl . till here ! BYE . (:

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2010-02-18T19:51:00.001+08:00

*look below* (this pic are taken on tues ^^)

heyloo bitches . Just came bck frm lepaking w members . The pics are taken just now during lepaking while watching the boys had saccer tournament . Fight against APS . We won alright ? (: Awwwww , I'm so proud . (: Talktalk , laughlaugh . I bck on wearing fake smiles again ? urrrh , -.- . kay , whatev . Today was a great day , indeed . Running out of words to say . Kayla , till here kay ? Bye !

confessed my feelings to Shadan . Idk why suddenly i confessed it to hym . Little bit only kaayh ? err , stastified le . but , haty ini tetap Yuti punyer kayy ?

ihateyou , BITCH !

2010-02-17T20:03:00.008+08:00

                         i've been hurt , once again . :'(

heyloo dudes & babes . currently texting wankechyk<3 & chatting with no one . Not in the mood , once again . Sad & angry at the same time . i dunno why . feeling a bit moody nowadays . I HATE NAZURAH , THT BITCH ! mau rampas mataey org jurh . MUKE TKTAWUUUU MALU ! i just hate her & tht feeling will never go away . i swear i will make her suffer . i swear i will make her regret . & i swear i will kill her on day . and when i said tht I WILL KILL HER ONE DAY , i mean it alright ? *evil laughs* Not only that , Shadan<3<3<3 hve been ignoring me . and , i hate hym being this way . Just what the hell did i do anything wrong to hym ? Having ppl ignoring you ? FUCKTHISSHYT . my life sucks , truly . hais` Things are not going on right . Things are not going well like i wanted it to be . I'm not being myself , i hve changed . things changed . and , im not my usual self . i used to laugh alot , but not now anymore . i've been wearing on fake smiles . i've been putting on fake laughters . every night , i cried myself to sleep . and now , i cant bear it anymore . i'm tired of all this . ENOUGH IS ENOUGH . havent you hurt me enough ? havent you hurt me DEEP ENOUGH ? just tellme if you dun love me anymore . STOP playing with my feelings . I HAD ENOUGH . i dun wanna play games w youh anymore , cos' i cant play it in my own way . WHATHEFUCK . you want this to happen , dont you ? Syayuti , i had enough . If you wanna be with tht FUCKING BITCH , go ahead . i wash my hands on you . ive been holding on to dream tht will never come true . ohgod , why am i so in love with you despite the way you treated me ? idunknow . but get this fact right , whatever it is ,

I WILL NEVER FORGIVE

THT FVCKING BITCH . geddit ? *crying*

TO NAZURAH ; MYNAH YG STEP GEYREK ;

    i hate you bitch . Whatever it is , I WILL NEVER FORGIVE YOU ALRIGHT ? I swear I will kill you one day . I curse you die after getting hit my a lorry . Or , get choked on a fishball when eating . Im just hoping to go to yr funeral . i cant wait ~ thts my only wish baybehh . NOT HAPPY WITH WHT I WROTE HERE , settle it w me kayy ? (: i will be waiting for you , with my arms open . KAY GHURL ? mynah step geyrek . -,- JALAN SUARH !

                                            " i was sick of having my heart broken . it was time for me to stuff like you guys do . lead em' and ditch em' . because i hve learned how to play that FUCKING GAME . "

2nd post .

2010-02-16T14:40:00.001+08:00

*smile widely* 2nd post of the day kay ppl ? (: *winks*

currently msging Khairudy and chatting w Riska<3 and Adan<3<3<3 . im in a good mood liao . lame kaan ? i knw . shadan read my blog , inthend he felt sorry for me . wee~ and inthend , he didnt rembat bhy` . yay ~ (: syng sama lu la shadan . sorry for the harsh words tht i use on my preious post kay ?  (: kayla , short post only ^^ . bye . everything is alright . (:

eff-youh-see-kayyh _|_

2010-02-16T12:03:00.001+08:00

hello people . i've got no mood . seriously , i feel like dying . im the one who suffering inside . im the one who suffers , understand ?! FUCKYOU . i hate living on this world . im the one who has been going thru all this . i've been the one who suffering silently , without anyone knowing . i cried myself to sleep every night . you think im happy in this way ? life sucks . how i wish i could fuck my life up ? kay , whatev . arrrgggh . i hate my life . i hate being on this world . am i a burden to you ? hais` I cant stop crying . I cant stop this tears frm rolling down . i cant . How hard i try not to . i dun understand you . wth is the problem w you ? i've enough . enough of all yr bullshits . FUCKYOU , FUCKYOU REAL HARD KAYY ? _|_ :'( if you wanna rembat yuti , why not rembat me too ? why must he suffer alone ?! u knw tht i cant live without hym , but still you're doing this . i've been crying since yesterday , thinking bout this . You think im happy this way ? HELL NO . Khairudy , Wan tried to cheer me up . How hard they tried to , they cant . im suffering shadan ! SUFFERING . wht the fuck ? wht do you think you're doing ? hais . i dunno . :( I only hve been trying to calm you down , but inthend wht happened ? I get insulted . I've been shouted at , scream at . I've been scolded . You think what ?! funfair pehh sial ?! FUCKYOUUUUUUUUUU . i had enough . i've put up w you & now , i cant bear it any longer . wth . Pls Shadan , if you're my friend . Stop all this . I cant stop crying thinking of you & yuti . One is my bestfriend , one is my boify . Which should i side w ? AKU YG MERANA , KAU TAWU TK ? but , do you ever care ? HELL NOO . i dun wan you or yuti to get hurt in the end . aku yg tanggung nie semue . aku yg merane . aku yg dihine . aku yg dimaki .

fuckyou . _|_

lepaking . (:

2010-02-15T12:17:00.000+08:00

` chak ! hello people . i will elaborate bout yesterday kkayh ? Yesterday , lepak-ed w Hari , Fee<3 , Wan and Wafi at lot . After tht , bused to gdview to myt Shadan<3<3<3 . Cute la kaaan he ? (: Slacked w Shadan and gang . Geyrek la kaan ? Sumpah Shadan was cute ? hehe . Tht 'kembang face' ? And Fee , remember tht time i was telling you smething when the icecream in my mouth spills out ? Tk senonoh seyh Fatyn . eew . And Fee go gugugaga over Amin , tht astroboy ? haha . Aft slacking w Shadan , met Wan & Hairi at bustop . Hairi gave Fee a flower ? So suweeeeeeeeeeeet kan dieorg . Jealous taww . (: At 6plus , went bck to lot w fee . Fee kene balek marh . Arnd 7plus , reached home . NAG-NAG-NAG at Shadan . Only shadan know what is it kayh ? (: was suppose to otp w Fee , Wan but inthend , i fall asleep . haha . sorry uhr fee & wan kay ? (: kayla , till here .

i miss syayuti .

valentine`s day .

2010-02-14T01:31:00.000+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY !

currently txting WanKechyk<3 and otp w Shadan . (:

err , how do i start this ? gdmorning ppl ? Its 1.19 am , and i'm still wide awake . not feeling the least ngantok at all . Chatted w b just now , and he really cant make it today , Sedih shey . But , nvm . Full familia outing tmrrw (padahal narie) kay guys ? ((: cant wait ! Tady sumpah kekek ! Was otp with Wan and Lily at ferst . Dhen , conference w Shadan & Hairi . Sumpah kekek ! *lmao* We had a singing competiton ? like wth . haha , inthend , Hairi menang la yerr ? Suare sedaaap pe . hehe . Shadan & Lily gadowh . Lame sial . Stakat of the height ? -.- haha , Wan was quiet all the way . Nta eh ? talktalk , jokejoke . Fun uhr kakygeyrek akuwh niy . (: tdy lily told me smething .

Lily - Fatyn , aku nk blang kaw bende uhr

Aku - Blang jurh laaa . pe bende ?

Lily - err , tkmu blang org taww . kayy ??

Aku - yelaaaaa ! Pe bende ?????

Lily - Last fri kan , aku motek ngn Izwan .

Aku - haha , beyh bigfuck ?? -.-

haha , kekek kaaan ? Ituw pon nk blg org . Pe daa~ k , skip . Wey Shadan ! laen kali otp lgy kay ? kekek uhr otp ngn kaw . Syng kaw . (: kayla , till here ppl . Will update soon . bye . (:

b , i love you . 030210 .

2010-02-13T11:31:00.000+08:00

qdmorninq dudes & babes . Fatyn will post now cos' maybe I will be busy ltr on in the afternoon kay ? (: Lemme elaborate about wht happen yesterday . (:

chatted w b yesterday . why must she steal b away frm me ? although b is bck w me again , i will not let this matter rest . and i'm really really really not happy w her . Like wth . Nvm , I will kasi her on wed alright ? (: Txting WanKechyk all the way while chatting w b . Kekek la he ? He gimme a nickname shey . Thanks uhr kechyk ! (: Curently in a sad mood . I dunno why . hee~ I mish PendingKia . Indeed I am . I miss Winston . I miss to be w them . But wht to do , mum dun allowed me to go down . :( cos' of tht fvcking bitch , ______ . Anyhow spread rumours bout me . And to Ilah , ihateyou . Now till forever kay ? (: You are the most bitchy gurl I ever met in the world . And i miss Izadbrotherlupp<3 , da lame tk jumpe . :( sedih-sedih . I miss Ahmad , he still own me my lolllipop ! (: And to Ahdi , he still own me my one pack of Winner . haha ! ((: Valentine`s is coming , but b cnnt make it . Maybe going out w wankechyk , syalihin , fattah and the rest of them . One familia going out . Conferm geyrek kaaan ? (: kayla , till here . bye ppl ..

i hate nazurah . i hate ilah . i hate ifaah .

happy birthday girlfriend .

2010-02-12T21:46:00.000+08:00

hello people . See the pic above ? Cute la kaan she ? Today is her birthday . Sapehr2 yg blom wish die lagyk , baek wish taww . Kalaw tk , aku tandang pantat krng satuw2 ! haha . Fee , happy birthday . Birthday present da kasi kaan ? hah . May all yr wishes come true kay ? Tkmo sadsad on yr birthday taw . Aku adela . hehe , kayla . Till here , bye peoples .

aku syng Fifiee aku .

030210 ; no more ,

2010-02-11T21:07:00.000+08:00

i never ever once thought that this will be the end of us .

i will never forget today . Today is the worst day of my life . Firstly , some of 2diamond were caught for smoking . And now , Haziq told me that I'm involved too . Like , wtf kaan ? Kay , skip . The other thing is worst . B asked for break . I breakdown , and immediately teras rolled down my cheeks . Wht hv I done to deserve this ? B , answer all this . I dun wanna leave you but this is what you want kan ? *crying* I will wait for you , no matter what . Even though there are other guys outside , my heart goes out to you . B , i will wait for you . For a lifetime . I'll go a thousand years pain for you b . What makes you think that I'm not loving you ? You mean , i never love you enough ? Or wht ? Havent i prove enough that i love you deeply ? B , i cant stop thinking of you . The memories . Remember when we first kiss ? I still remember vividly in my mind . Remember the time when we motek-ed at Fee's hse ? I remember all that b . Remember when we first fight ? But still , we are bck together tht time . All those memories kept replaying in my mind . B , i cant leave you . I still love you . I swear tht I will not fall in love again . Unless you lock my heart again w yr love . My heart is only for you b . Not anyone else , not Fattah . Not Khairudy . Not anyone else . Only for my only boy , muhammad as-syayuti bin selamat .

hello .

2010-02-10T20:35:00.000+08:00

hello people ? today was just fine . lepaked in the hall aft sch to see the boys hving their takraw tournament . And , i swear syalihin's abg , Shafeeq is damn irritating ! Aku cekik kau bru tau . Fee has gone crazy abt Syed Shafiq eh ? gdluck . Valentine's in a few days time . I'm confused . who wanna date me out ? (: kayla , till here . bye ppls . Meanwhile , keep the tags rolling tawuq . wee~

b , can you make it on valentines day ? :(

aku synq Syayuti .

fucked up .

2010-02-08T20:36:00.000+08:00

enough is enough . Hve you tired of living ? -.-

I'm just not in the mood . Just now in sch was totally chaotic . I'm just fucked up & pissed off by Qamal . Not only tht , why must the person that i trust most betray me ? Just what the hell did i do wrong ? Why must everyone just spread rumours bout me when i did nothing wrong ? Why they sanggup to do this to me ? Just wth is the problem w them ? Just whts yr motive for treating me like this ? I'm just a fool for believing all yr words . And frm today onwards , i swear that i will not be lpk-ing to Pending anymore . I just had enough of all yr nonsense . Even if the person who jage me in sch like Rudy or Jerren sound you , it will be no use kan ? I tros breakdown and cried . My good name has been ruined bcos of you ass ! But , i dun care . What you wanna say bout me , go ahead . Cos i dun care anymre . I gave up , yknow ? I thought kaw manerh peyh baek and it turned out this way ? WHATHELL is the problem w you qamal ? Asal kau tetibe beruba ? hais . I gt nothing to say . I just think you've change and i counld not care less bout you . And , for those who pujok me just now , thanks ehh . Thanks Izad for the hug and advice . Synq kaw .

to bhy syg`luvluv ;
b , get well soon kay ? I really miss you . Pls , get well soon come sch soon .
to Shadan`luvluv ;
eh gyler ! Get well soon . Dtng skola cpt2 taw .aku rindu kaw uhr . Tk kecoh sak kalo kaw tkde . hehe . Cpt dtg skola kalo tk aku gy rmh kao beyh rogol kau kay ! (:
to Izad`brothaluv ;
thanks abg for the hug & advice . But dun worry , i will be strong .
to Fee`sygsygku ;
Fee , thanks for all you've done to me . When i'm down , you will pujok me . What can i say , you're the best uhr Fee ~! syng kaw laa . (:
to Fattah`love ;
thanks eh u ! haha . u knw , i knw jurh kay ? *widesmile*

k ppl , thats all i can post . I fucked up .

2nd post .

2010-02-07T13:06:00.000+08:00

Quote of the day-"it feels that this pain will last forever , it feels that this hurt will never go away ."

hey everyone ? 2nd post of the day alright ? Got nothing to do so decided to post . Currently chatting w Abg Sepetku <3 , Kak mira<3 and txting Syalihin . I hate weekends . I really do . I can't myt bhy , and all my brother & sisterlubb . I'm missing the alot now . Valentine's is coming . :( aww , can bhy make it ? I dunno . But hopefully , he can la kan ? (: otp-ed w FEE`luvluv , cheerup kay syq ? Dun sadsad la . ^^ kayla , short post . Gort ntg to say liao . Bye ppl .

i miss b .

2nd post .

2010-02-07T01:57:00.000+08:00

No one has ever loved anyone the way everyone wants to be loved.

hey people ? Its 1.51 am and I'm still awake . I dunno why , but something is bothering me . My heart is not at ease . I feel as though something bad is going to happen ? Awww , i hope bhy is alright . I hope nothing bad is going to happen to him . Why am I feeling this way ? err . *prays hard* Nothing bad is going to happen . Nothing . i miss my superman . i cant wait for mon ! i wanna hug hym tight2 !! kayla , toodles . (:

i found my superman .

gdmorning .

2010-02-06T11:11:00.000+08:00

*looks up* Pictures were taken when I was bored .

gdmorning ppl . I woke up at 8am today . Early kans ? (: But , I'm not feeling well due to the rain yesterday . Awww , I'm going to be sick . :( I got a damn bad headache and my eyes were all swollen . Hais . Im missing bhy badly now . How i wish he can be here , right beside me . hmm , :( . I will be going out ltr on to meet JANNAH MUMMY & KAK SYAMIRAH . hee , can't wait . Myabe going out w them will make me feel better kan ? I dunno what to buy for my dance performance . I wan to buy a vintage dress . It will suit me kan ? hmm .. Currently txting Kak Jannah . My prepaid gonna finish sooon ! Hais' . kayla , till here . Bye ppl .

I miss my one & only , As-Shayuti . :'(

awww , i'm gettinq sleepy .

2010-02-05T22:47:00.001+08:00

our love story , 030210 .

My eyes are sleepy & i'm about to sleep in a few mins time . But still , i want to update . Syng laa dgn inie blog . We had cross-country just now and I swear it sucks . Fee fainted . Kesian la she . but luckily , Gerald came to her rescue . Jealous taw . Fattah was so cute in his NCC uniform kan ? hehe , aku punyer taw Fee ! Tkmo steal ! I miss Yuti . Indeed I am . Valentine is coming but bhy cannot make it . Sedih sak . I know Fee was jealous when I ehem2 w Yuti kaaan ? Pgy la carik mataey ! weee~! i dunno wht to say . Short post la kan ? Bye .

setia dqn satu , As-Syayuti .

Nazurah ; i knw you're not happy w me . But whye dint you say it straight in my face ? Why should you talk behind my bck ? Pls , talk facetoface w me if you're not happy or tarc puas aty w me in any way . Its useless going around , spreading rumours , talking bad bout me kaaan ? Itu hanya jatuh kan name baek aku jurh . cm meypek sial kau . Tak puas aty , bbl sinie abes sinie uhr . Just tellme if you're not happy w me & we can settle things facetoface kan ?

bestfriends .

2010-02-03T19:53:00.000+08:00

Nur Filzah .
*looks up* Cute + jambu + lawa + irritating la she ! Kan ? Btol tarc ? Since she wrote bout me the other time , I also wanna post something bout her laaa . Pssst , i wanna make her kembang wht ! Hehe . See above ? She's the most lovely person in the class . NOT like me , always kecoh2 all the time . And tht makes both Syamsul & Asraf to like her la kaan ? She's popularrrr . And sometimes , she HAVE TO bear w ny fvcking attitude . haha . Saba eh Fee ? I knw my attitude like kunek kan ? aha . She fierce at times , but she's thousand better than [insertname] , haha , kankankan ? (: I syg her laa . Pssst , die Hafizuwan punyer synq tawww . Tkmo snatch2 taw ! Dun steal her away frm me kay , or else kau kene ! Aku nanty gigit kaw ! haha .

Fee`love , aku syg kau laaa . Sorry to make you pissed off just now . I know I'm too much this time arnd . Forgve me kay syg ? Just bear w me sometimes b . U , i syg u la kaan ? (:

our love story . (:

2010-02-03T19:36:00.001+08:00

                                                      i love yuti , i miss yuti , i need yuti .

hello dudes & babes . Yeah , I wanna make this blog alive & not make it dead like before . Kesian onsugar aku . haha . K , i will elaborate bout today .

as usual , had recess w Fee`love & Lily . Dhen , the 1diamond nk kpo2 ! Espicially Dodi . Menyebok jurh . haha . Had recess w Dodi , YUTI`synq , Syamsul & Shadan kan ? The rest tk ingat uhh . I swear YUTI`synq was cute just now , kankankan ? I will stop talkig bout yuti all the time infornt of Fee`love as she will get mad & dhen merajok . Tkp la kaan , Hamizan kan leyh pujok ? (: weee . Bear w me kay Fee ? ^^ And fee , thanks for helping me & Yuti to ehem ehem kay ? Syg kau laaa . ((: Aft sch , watched the takraw match . Yuti was there la kaan ? But die nervous la sehy , and dint get to play . Kesian eh Fatyn nyer bhy nie ? (: Dhen , went to followed them to smoke . Drng gy tingkat3 , while me & fee waited downstairs . GdGirl katekan . I swear Yuti was cute ! (; tgk uhh sape punyer kannn . chey , stop it sial . k , till here k ppl . Will reply to tags soon . (:
                                                                             i swear i love this date , 030210 .

To Khairudy ,
just forget bout me . Cos I'm not yours anymore . & I can't be w you . What for I stead w you when I dun love you kan ? Useless kan ? Think bout it . Go back to Yana . Pls , stop forcing me to std w you . I dun love you , much care bout you anymre . Cos now , I'm Yuti's property .

             030210 , thats when our lovestory started . I swear I love you & won't not let you go .
             I love you , I miss you , I need you .

                                                                                 Syayuti's .

2nd post .

2010-02-02T20:36:00.000+08:00

hello dudes & babes . 2nd post laaa kaaan ? Went to sch as pernaormal & met Fifie at bustop . Walked together at sch . Kekek la she . Sket2 Hamizan . Sket2 Hamizan . YUTI AKU LGY HAWT LA KAAAN ? BTOL TARC ? woots . Got art & blablabla . haha , i went gugugaga over Yuti . He so hawt la kaaan ? I want hym shey . hmm , fight w Khairudy today . And currently msging Farah . She's ok w me already la shey . hehe , sumpah tk perlu shey Fatyn , -.- . Heard tht Nazurah wanted to sound Farah . Seblom nk sound die , aku sound kau duluu kay ? I miss Yuti la sehh . err , and wht gift shud i but w fife`luvluv for her birthday ? COOKIE MONSTER ? I'm sure she will like laa kan ? hehe , kayla . Till here . byebye ppl .

i want yuti , caaan ?

starting afresh ,

2010-01-25T21:38:00.000+08:00

hello people . So , decided to make a new blog . hah . Tired of onsugar siyaa . Cock bodowh . haha , yknow what ? I went kembang & my slua koyak when I read a post at Fifie's blog siya . woah . kembang la shiodd . Currently messaging w Lily & Hazry`bhy . And yeah , I broke up w qamal . Perangai la he . Gdluck to hym & Fie kay ? U know , I know laa . Public jalan suarh ! Haziq kept on messaging me tpy malas mau layan uhr . Lepak-ed w pendingkia just now . Geyrek . And I didn't notice that my slua got a hole siol . Bwat maluu jerh . haha , got dance practice tmrrw . Can't wait ! Dun forget to relinked and link kay ! syg krng ^^